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I WENT FOR TRAINING TODAYYYY!(:

I was so excited about it that I'd to tell everyone I bumped into. hahahaha. 

TRAINING TRAINING TRAINING. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR KOH. TRAINING TRAINING TRAINING.

SOME PEOPLE refused to admit that he is FORTYFIVE this year. He kept saying that he's only TWENTYFIVE! I mean like, do we look like we're blind or dumb? hahaha. SORRY MR KOH :D

They had a run & I couldnt run 'cause my stupid leg was hurtingggg. sheesh. Anyway I was TIMING! ONE FIFTY! TWO MINUTES! ELEVEN TEN! GO PEOPLE! GO MG SQUASHIE (: hahaha. wthwthwth :D

Aft that was DEBRIEF. Bern had a talk on attitude. BLABLABLA ( fast-forward ) & it was my turn. I'd to inform the team that I won't be training with them anymore and that I'm leaving the team. Bern and Belicia started crying and yeahh. I cried like super a lot. CRY CRY CRY. it was MGPOWER! Bern had to say something that made me feel even more sad. "Hey people, this will be the last time that JAS is doing this with us, we should shout our lungs out for her alright?" (something like that) there you go, "MGPOWER!" It echoed through the whole squash court. It was supposed to be a joyful thing that everyone is so united but I just can't stop tearing. :/

After much crying, I went back to squash court and hannah was crying. OHMAN sorry girl. 

okay, 

shoutout for the sec three squashies (:
BERN! Hey captain. OMG its been three years. From enemy to good friend. I've to admit to the world that I really hated you and bitch-ed about you a lot but now, things arent the same anymore. You're really important to me and I treasure you a lot, as a teammate, as wells as a friend. We've gone through so much together. Oh rmb in sec one, we were always fighting? or like unhappy with each other. I knw that you had a really hard time 'cause everyone was sort of against you? yeahh. but hey you were really strong. You pulled through it. You showed that you can do it. You proved to us that you're capable of being a captain. You proved that Mr Ong was correct. You did great things girl! Though theres time when you feel that you're not doing a great job as a captain, but hey, i'm telling you this, you're great. Dont doubt yourself. mr ong believes in you, you've to believe in yourself also alright. if theres anything, you can always find me (:

YONG! you gayshit! (: haha. I'm so so so proud of you! you topped the level for chemmm omg. thats so smart :D hahah. yong! though i dont talk to you during class now but i'll still try to talk :D hahaha. I'll write letters if i have no chance to talk to you okayy? :D thanks for being so gay during training. sorry for bullying you so much. you're just so nice to bully,'cause you just dont ever get angry. hahaha. thanks for being such great friend. thanks for being there for me when i need someone to talk to. THANK YOU SO MUCH DARLING.

MEL CHENG! melodeeeeee! I LOVE YOU LAH zomg. you're such a nice person. I've never seen you snapping at any single one of us. you're really really really nice. other than that i dont know what to say. oh yeahh. work hard next year and we shall get into ACJCCCCC! & you'll have to see my face until j2 thats pretty cool ehh. work hard girl. we shall aim to get in there alright ((:

HANNAH! hey I promised I won't drop history so that we'll be in the same class for at least one lesson every week. :D hahaha. I know things wouldnt be the same anymore but I promise i'll visit you guys during trainings alright? dont worry. i'll still be around in sch. ((:

FELICIA! heyy! i think you aren't very sad 'cause we're going CHINA togetherrrr! &shopping tmrrrr. omg i can't wait. hahaha. oh yeahh! try to get into the top 7 next year and I'll bring POMPOMS down to kallang to support (: hahahha. be focus during training. you've the potential. let your potential shineee :D

KIM! I know things arent going well for you either. Sorry for being insensitive 'cause i didnt even realise you were struggling with your work. I could help you in chinese but i didnt. ohyeahh and you still dont know about it. i mean about me leaving the team. hurhur. i will find you in class somedayy. dont run away :D

thats about it.

to MGSQUASHIES!
TRAIN HARD PEOPLE! inform me when the season is here. I'll chiongggg down to kallang and support you guys. everyone rmb, must have CAD in you. with that you'll fight your best and get the best result. believe in yourselves and go for it. always always rmb CAD! thats the mgsquashies' spirit.

; the choice is yours.

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Got back all my results and everyone says, JASMINE, YOU'RE A BIG FAT SUCKER. 

Nothing can be done, life is just as it is. They're not going to moderate. The marks are gonna stay the same. Everything will still be the same. Jasmine, you're so freaking dead. Everyone thinks that I'm stupid now. GOSH. Even I think so too. sighh. Anyways thanks bestfriend, april, laoshi, ms yang, rheza and khaijhin for making me feel slightly better. hurhur. Oh wait. RHEZA! YOU CAN GO AND DIE! YOU THINK I'M DAMN DUMB RIGHT! tsktsk. you stupid meanshit, skinny and rubbish bin. 

Life isn't as sucky as that. On a lighter note, Ashlyn was being dumb today (oh wait, its as always) she hit my woundddddd. That hurt like crapppp and I cried. :/ Don't ask me how many times I cried today, I cried tons loads. hurhur. Oh wells. I went to see the juniors train todayyy! (: OMG I'm really impressed by the sec ones. They improved sooooo much. They probably can beat me upside down lah. hahaha. wth. Oh I played a while. I'm surprised I could still hit the ball. I thought I would have just keep missing the ball or something. HAHAHAH thats quite retarded :/ well, thats me, jasminechua (: 

On the way back, I met april. heyy april! don't cry! I know you don't compare to the others, you compare to yourself. but mhmm. just try not to think about it. YUPP and thanks for cheering me up though you werent feeling great. hurhur. 

Felicia Teo (: your birthday is coming real soon. HOHOHO you're gonna be as old as me! :D Oh fine I'm still slightly older than you. Haven't talked to you for quite long. I can't wait for China trip :D hahhaa. you're my roommieee(: hahaha. Bring foooooood! In case we get hungry at night. hahahah wth. Anyways hope you like you giraffe. Bern and I thought it was really cute. and OHMYGAWD its legs are so short. hahaha. cute eh? HEH :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE.

; cause you're my everything.